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FYI - I just wanted to let everybody know that I will be back posting tomorrow, as I still have family in town. We'll kick it all off with a new WTF Video, as well as possibly several new posts regarding this past weekend and all of the wackiness that went along for the ride. Stay tuned for all sorts of crazy stories! -- TG |
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So, I'm beginning to think that something big is about to happen in regards to my love life. Between the flashbacks and some of the dreams I've been having lately, it feels as if I'm being prepared for a "hot impact" of sorts... hopefully not the kind where I get struck by a Vespa. Last night was a pretty rough night, as I had probably a hundred or so different dreams, some of them simultaneously. I only remember that there were several going on because it seemed as if I could see all of these dreams on a giant platter of sorts, with which I could sort and shuffle through all of these dreams, and then focus in on the ones I desired to observe in detail. The only reason I mention this is because even though I can't remember all of the details of these dreams, a common theme was present... a theme of my past love interests. One in particular that is fresh in my mind is one of my ex-fiance suddenly showing up at my house, begging for me to take her back. Of course, the flashback from the other night was present in this shuffle, as well as others featuring key moments in my life from past relationships, as well as possible alternate futures if I would have remained with each of these former flames. Now usually, I don't put too much stock into dreams I have, especially since some of them end up pretty crazy. But the thing is, events happening in my real life seem to be coinciding with some of the events of my dreams. I have already been contacted multiple times by one of my ex-girlfriends, and have a feeling that I may get word from her again very soon, since I ran into her mother a couple days ago. Of course, this is the one with which I absolutely want no contact. I have been ignoring her attempts at contact thus far, but did have one awkward run-in with her at a local restaurant a while ago. What are my thoughts on all of these dreams? Like I had mentioned earlier, maybe it's some sort of sign, reminding me of past relationships, and mistakes I've made, in order to prepare me for a possible upcoming relationship. On the other hand, it could be overkill from what I've been going through in regards to the attempted contacts from my ex. Then again, maybe I've just been playing way too much Clannad VN lately, and I'm trying to rationalize my life in the form of one giant dating sim. Curse you, Fuuko!!! |
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I wasn't ready for a flashback... not at all... and those bring back such memories that are so filled with joy, and yet are painful at the same time. Last night, I had to make a delivery out in a particularly secluded and hilly area, and after making this delivery, I drove down this old winding road. This led me through a wooded area, with a few houses here and there, but eventually, the forest came to an end, and I was left with a scenic overlook of a city's nightscape, shining with street lights that looked like clusters of stars. That's when it hit me... I remember the drives we used to take together. It was a way to kill time, but it was time enough for the two of us to talk about anything. We had our share of strange, funny, and serious conversations during some of these drives, and it was during this time that I had felt as if I had never been closer to someone. One such drive, I told her that I knew of a special place. Our drive that night took us to several different destinations that we wanted to just stop and see, but the one I promised her was the one I remember the most. As we ascended the hill, she kept asking where we were going. I told her, "Wait, and see." Once we got to the top of the hill, I pointed for her to look out of her window, and what we both saw was absolutely breath-taking. I remember hearing her whisper "Wow" to herself in amazement as we overlooked a beautiful city nightscape, shining with lights like constellations, as if we had left this planet and were floating among the stars. It was one of those moments where you can lose yourself with that special person sitting next to you. Yet, here I am, sitting here, wondering how I let her get away. It's one of those life-lessons that I'm forced to live with, as I know that she belongs to another now. I know that everything happens for a reason, and that she may not have been "the one", but still I wonder what my life would be like if only I had gathered the courage and asked her to be mine. Maybe this night, we would have been out once again, dancing among the stars. -- TG |
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Well, now for once, it certainly has been a while, and why does it seem like I start every single blog post with that line??? Oh well. I seem to get into these spurts where I get really busy all of the sudden, and am unable to write anything meaningful on this site. Not that I ever write anything meaningful to begin with, but if I ever felt compelled to write something with a bit of heart included, I wouldn't have the time, because let's face it... pouring out my soul on all you people takes way too much time! Time I could be using playing Clannad VN! The biggest issue to keep me away from my posts here has been my career... not that I've been working overtime, but between the full time job and side projects, I've been completely swamped. I think the full time job may get a little bit better, though, because it seems that my superiors have realized how much stress I've been under, being a one-man show. After this one meeting where I was just a train-wreck, they were all in agreement that I needn't put so much pressure on myself, and get done what I could in my time rather than meet near-impossible deadlines. Granted, I will still have those deadlines to meet, but they are putting it on my shoulders to define where those deadlines will be, since I apparently have the best grasp of my abilities! :) But between that and the super-mega-huge white board I have now, work has definitely been better! As for side projects, this one I've been working on is really coming along, and hopefully soon, we'll be ready to beta-test. Of course, all this busy-ness never goes away completely. This week, I am planning for something pretty big, and due to the circumstances of this, I am not able to talk about it in detail, but let's just say the final planning is going to be an all-week affair. But in all, I guess staying this busy keeps me out of trouble! Not that I would get in trouble to begin with, but I could be out blowing money left and right, which I have the tendency to do if I'm not occupied with something. I will try to post something every day this week, if possible, just because I feel like I've been ignoring this site a lot lately, and that may be why there isn't much activity here. So, hopefully, you'll all keep coming back and see what I have in store for all of you! -- TG |
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| Greetings, my precious, and welcome to another edition of WTF Video of the Week! I know I missed out on last week, and I will explain that all later, but here at TGBob.com, we're all about the now! Which is why... um... actually, I don't know how that segues into this video... I'm just not really sure what to make of this video, because it starts off stupid, bursts forth into more stupid, and ends with another stupid... all leading to a great big WTF! Yes, one of my most poetic WTF descriptions of all time! Enjoy! | ||||||||
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